SECRETS!

I need another story

Something to get off my chest

My life gets kinda boring

Need something that I can confess

Til' all my sleeves are stained red

From all the truth that I've said

Come by it honestly I swear

Thought you saw me wink, no

I've been on the brink, so

Tell me what you want to hear

Something that will light those ears

Sick of all the insincere

I'm gonna give all my secrets away

This time, don't need another perfect lie

Don't care if critics ever jump in line

I'm gonna give all my secrets away

My God, amazing how we got this far

It's like we're chasing all those stars

Who's driving shiny big black cars

And everyday I see the news

All the problems that we could solve

And when a situation rises

Just write it into an album

Send it straight to gold

I don't really like my flow, no, so

Tell me what you want to hear

Something that are like those years

Sick of all the insincere

I'm gonna give all my secrets away

This time, don't need another perfect lie

Don't care if critics never jump in line

I'm gonna give all my secrets away

Oh, got no reason, got no shame

Got no family I can't blame

Just don't let me disappear

I'mma tell you everything

So tell me what you want to hear

Something that'll light those ears

Sick of all the insincere

I'm gonna give all my secrets away

This time, don't need another perfect lie

Don't care if critics never jump in line

I'm gonna give all my secrets away

So tell me what you want to hear

Something that delight those ears

Sick of all the insincere

I'm gonna give all my secrets away

This time, don't need another perfect lie

Don't care if critics ever jump in line

I'm gonna give all my secrets away

All my secrets away, all my secrets away

The Sorcerer's Apprentice (2010)

P/S : Maybe, it's was me..

Those were the days...

Seems like I have lost my touch, did I? The new me is way different from the one who you used to know. Though it sometimes difficult for me to accept the truth, I patiently and calmly cherish every moment in my life knowing that you will always be by my side. I won't regret any, because I know and must admit that Allah has the best plan and guidance for me all the way from the day I existed until the end. And I can't thank Him enough introducing you in my life, who has been and always been my guardian that I can count on, every time and any time. 

It hurts me sometimes, realizing that I can't afford the wish in my dreams. Not that I can't have it, it's just the current condition has pulled me back every and each time I try to reach for my dreams. Sacrifices after sacrifices I made to ensure everything is in place and people around me is happy. What more should I ask for?

As WE come and go, back in my head, I will always remember that YOU will be there to catch me if I ever fall. No matter what people would say, we just want to be happy as others do. Right?

Having you in my life is like the last piece of a puzzle, completing the whole picture of it. Losing you means it is incomplete in some parts of me. Haha. Though I find it so damn true sometimes. I hardly can talk freely to anybody as I'm with you. Which is the main reason I'm burdening myself with all the sadness and bullshits that's happening in my life. I just hope one day I can burst all these to someone who can hear and bear with me all along. 

Thanks for recommending the movie though. It reminds me to the crazy, spontanious, unpredictable, heartless D-R-A-W that I used to remember.

Mimpi!

Semalam, aku mimpi kamu..

Dan hari ini, aku cari kamu..

Esok, siapa tahu kamu akan jadi milik aku..

Jika kata mimpi mainan syaitan, Ramadhan adalah bulan yang mulia, mereka diikat..
Jadi, apakah mimpi aku itu?

Ntah la.. Ramadhan kali ini rasa macam kau dekat dengan aku..
Macam kau selalu ada disampingku..
Macam-macam yang aku pikir..

Aduh..

Dan, tiba-tiba dalam perbualan.. Kau hilang..
Sama seperti mimpi..
Keadaan sama seperti di rumah tepi tasik.. Ketika gelap kita datang, terang pula kita pulang..
Seperti itu..
Dan kau hilang..

Terkenang, bergenang, memang mainan si malang..

Hanya Margo dapat menemani aku saat ini, dengan hanya menonton 'PAPER TOWNS' berulang kali.. Sambil menikmati konsert SO7 di Jakarta itu..

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AKU MASIH! MASIH HINGGA KINI!

HANYUT DALAM KENANGAN

Semua itu palsu, hanya mampu menanggung rindu!

Puas ku cuba.. Namun, aku tak kuat.. Hanya mampu menahan, tapi tidak untuk melepaskan.. 

Hanya mahu menatap, biar untuk kali terakhir..

Sufian Suhaimi - Terakhir

Mengapakah kita

Selalu berjauh hati

Selalu sendiri

Dan terasa hati

Apakah kita 

Tak sehaluan lagi

Berat bagiku

Berat bagiku

Melepaskanmu bukan mudah bagiku untuk melalui semua ini

Pabila kenangan kita mengusik jiwa dan hati

Kala malam tidur ku tak lena mengenangkanmu

Apakah salahku

Kau buatku begini

Selalu sendiri

Tinggal sendiri

Cinta yang ku pinta

Kau balas dengan dusta

Berat bagiku

Melepaskanmu bukan mudah bagiku Untuk melalui semua ini

Pabila kenangan kita mengusik jiwa dan hati

Kala malam tidur ku tak lena mengenangkanmu

Ku cuba pertahankan

Separuh jiwaku hilang ikut terbang bersamamu

Episod cinta hitamku kini berulang kembali

Berulang kembali menguasai diriku ini

Oh tuhan

Ku mahu yang terbaik

Terbaik buatku

Insan kerdil ini

Oh tuhan

Noktahkan kehilangan ini

Munculkan dia

Dia terakhir buat ku

Melepaskanmu bukan mudah bagiku Untuk melalui semua ini

Pabila kenangan kita mengusik jiwa dan hati

Kala malam tidur ku tak lena mengenangkanmu

Ku cuba pertahankan

Separuh jiwaku hilang ikut terbang bersamamu

Episod cinta hitamku kini berulang kembali

Berulang kembali menguasai diriku ini

Oh tuhan

Ku mahu yang terbaik

Terbaik buatku

Insan kerdil ini

Oh tuhan

Noktahkan kehilangan ini

Munculkan dia

Dia terakhir buat ku

Dan buat dirinya