Those were the days...

Seems like I have lost my touch, did I? The new me is way different from the one who you used to know. Though it sometimes difficult for me to accept the truth, I patiently and calmly cherish every moment in my life knowing that you will always be by my side. I won't regret any, because I know and must admit that Allah has the best plan and guidance for me all the way from the day I existed until the end. And I can't thank Him enough introducing you in my life, who has been and always been my guardian that I can count on, every time and any time. 

It hurts me sometimes, realizing that I can't afford the wish in my dreams. Not that I can't have it, it's just the current condition has pulled me back every and each time I try to reach for my dreams. Sacrifices after sacrifices I made to ensure everything is in place and people around me is happy. What more should I ask for?

As WE come and go, back in my head, I will always remember that YOU will be there to catch me if I ever fall. No matter what people would say, we just want to be happy as others do. Right?

Having you in my life is like the last piece of a puzzle, completing the whole picture of it. Losing you means it is incomplete in some parts of me. Haha. Though I find it so damn true sometimes. I hardly can talk freely to anybody as I'm with you. Which is the main reason I'm burdening myself with all the sadness and bullshits that's happening in my life. I just hope one day I can burst all these to someone who can hear and bear with me all along. 

Thanks for recommending the movie though. It reminds me to the crazy, spontanious, unpredictable, heartless D-R-A-W that I used to remember.